To Mr. Anonymous,

Few months ago, I met this guy. I knew him since last year but we don't talk much that time. Things were great. After awhile, we fell for each other and we both knew it, we were just kind of like more than friends. He's cute, funny, silly, have his own mind and sweeeet. We can talk for hours non stop with endless topics yet won't get bored. Kinda miss those night when I was about to sleep but he spend his time to chat with me and it makes me stay awake even when I'm tired af, sometimes he makes me feel hyper of chatting with him and we can chat till 2am yet I have to wake up at 5am the next morning. I remember I used to reply him IDK instead of telling him the truth sometimes (but sometimes I really dk tho) All these lil things made me so happy he had no idea. We got into a relationship really soon but it was a fairy tale love with a bad ending hmmm. We started to have conflict and argument on small things. I used to cry everytime when we end our call that time. I've tried so hard to fix the problem but it didn't seem to get any better. At last, we decided to stay just friend. Sometimes, fixing a problem requires effort from both sides. Seeing our relationship ended just like this really broke me.

Relationship are normally perfect and beautiful in the beginning but it's not always going to be the same. The honeymoon phase will end later but if both side are willing to make effort to sustain it, no one can break the relationship :)) All I can say is the timing between us ain't right. It's not his fault neither mine. I just wanna thank him for everything. I dont't regret knowing him at all and I'm glad that he was a part if my life.

I guess he'll always have a special spot in my heart.

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The truth is, I will never regret meeting you. I don't think I would be the same person i am if I had not meet you. I obviously would not have experienced a deep liking for someone if I had not met you. Please remember that you're an amazing person! The times you make me happy, make me feel things I've never felt before, make me feel special, respect all my "weird" decision, and cared about, and that's what I like about you. You're just yourself, and that's my favourite part. You make me feel alright with myself. Never could I thank you enough for making me look at life a lot differently, a lot happily.

Thank you for suckering me into having a deep crush on you.

Thank you. 😊

"Someday everything will make a perfect sense."

While looking through all the pictures we took yesterday, I realise how important my classmates (5cekalians) are to me. It was a last minute decision to blog about yesterday - an outing with this crazy bunch

It reminds me of how much my life has changed. 5C (my class) has not been the only reason of change for me in my life, but it played a pivotal role. I remember I used to dislike this class when I know I'm in this class last year. I used to study very hard to get good grades in exams so that I can get rid of this class and back to "Bakti family". But there's always a room for change. Although I hate this class, they are still there for me whenever I need them, they are still willing to help me without asking anything in return. And all these little things, melted my heart. Therefore, I decided to stay in this class in my final year in high school. And I never regret my decision till now. :)

Let's get back on the topic hahahah😂 We've planned to out for shooting our class photo since two months ago. As you know, yesterday was a photo shoot day😂 We went to The Waterfront @ Desa Park City.

Lemme share some of the pictures we captured yesterday.

"People change for one of two reasons. They have learned a lot, or they have been hurt too many times."

As the days go by, I realise that there are a lot of things had changed. I don't even have time to feel regret about it. Everything happens so sudden. It's like you expect the world to be fair with you but the world does not work this way. The nicer you are, the worse you are treated.

"Don't waste your time thinking about things that you can't change."

You can choose to look at every situations in two ways: positively or negatively.  There are so many wonderful things for us to enjoy. The little things, the little moments.. Oh wait, they ain't little ;) SO ENJOY EVERY MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE😊

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. In the bad times, choose to grow stronger :)"

Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. So, be grateful for every second of every day that you spend with the people you love. There is always something to be thankful for ;) Life is so precious❤️ Do what you've been dreaming of doing. Enjoy every moment. And follow you heart completely

And do it all while you still have chance.

// Reminder: Find a reason to be happy everyday :) Be happy because of the presence of fear and disappointment. Every minute you spend frowning is 60 seconds of happiness lost.

Sending love from me to you. XX