SPM is finally OVER!

Tuesday, December 05, 2017

Hello everyone! It's me!! I'm finally back ;D I've been waiting to write about this for so long hahahaha! After going through thick and thin for a whole month, I'm finally free from SPM now. SPM IS OVER YAYYY! I still can't believe my days of suffering is finally over. I should be feeling free and happy as my high school life has finally ended. No more school days, no more homework, no more stress.... Yet, deep inside my conscious mind, I'm not as excited as I thought. I actually feel lost. Perhaps this is because after graduated from high school and I won't be seeing all my friends and teachers that often. It's kinda sad right :( I'm sure I'm gonna miss everything in high school, especially my best friendssssss <3 Okay, let's talk about SPM, overall I think it was okay. Although I regret not studying harder back in high school,but I tried my best. So yeah, forget the past but remember the lesson, learn from it. Begin again.

And of course, I'm so happy to be back here on the blog. I miss my blog so much!
How time flies! I know I've said that too much, but I'm not kidding. It's December now, it's time for CHRISTMAS :D Oh ya, I'm here to blog about my graduation day (more about my classmates and bestfriend) I hope you find this interesting <3 First of all, I would like to congratulate all of the students including myself huehuehue. 2017 might be the last year for us as students of high school. Thank you for the amazing 5 years! But I believe our learning actually start from today, new chapter of life has just begun. Well, the best thing about high school is that high school is the best place to make life-long friendship. As previously mentioned, I'm really thankful to have a bunch of crazy classmates. They changed my mind, as well as my life. So now, let me share some of the photos that I took with them :P


The only picture I took wearing the academic dress. With my closest best friend in high school. I honestly couldn't imagine my high school life without both of you. Thanks for being there for me when I need someone to talk to, thanks for helping me in my studies, thanks for being silly with me, thanks for your support and understanding and thanks for being my best friend <3 Sorry for being hurting you all by being rude sometimes (most of the time haha) Just wanna let you all know that, I'm grateful for your presence in my life :D


My best partner since 2016! Thanks for you cooperation and I really appreciate it. I know you since Form 3 in 3B, we ain't that close that time. 4C bring us closer from friend to best friend. Thanks for helping me in my study, especially those 3 science subjects. Btw I'm kinda excited because I finally get rid of them HAHAHA! All the best in everything. Keep in touch :)


SMKTBM basketball P18


Random shot from anonymous (I forgot who took this sorry)


The EXPERT gang ;)
I will miss those good old FRIDAY. We used to eat our lunch together and go tuition every friday. Tuition without homework and stress is always the best! *Or I should say tuition with Lim Hong Kah THE BEST :P* Here's to many more day trip, food hunt, movie date with you all <3


My fav addmath teacher :) Thanks for never give up on me! I know how I used to hate Addmath and how I gradually fall in love with this subject and how I worked so hard for it. But thank you for guided me during my learning process in Form 4 & Form 5. Without her, I would not freaking get good result for Addmath in all the exams ;) Thank you for everything Pn Tehhhhh <3


Group photo with fav teacher and my closest friends <3


5C boys gang :)



Last but not least, group photo with our cute chemistry teacher heheh..
Well, I'm not going to lie, the first month of Form 4 was rough (because I doesn't like this class at first) But as the year went on and we got to know each other a little bit better, this road of high school became bareable. And for that I can only thank you, my dear friends. I'm sorry if I did something wrong, I don't mean it that way. High school life would be boring without all of you :) THANK YOU. will always remember 5C <3

Okay, I shall stop here now. Another boring post I know but I hope you enjoy reading it.. Days passed like minutes. Wake up, eat, sleep and repeat.. the routine continue the next day Ugghhhhh! How pathetic is my life zzz Btw, as an update, I'm going to work in the middle of January. I'm so excited about it XD
HAHAHA It's been a while since my last update. SPM is over now so I'll update more start from now. STAY TUNED :) Thanks for taking your time to read this. xx



Yours truly,
Nyen Yie.

Life

Worry About Everything, Then Worry About Worrying

Sunday, August 13, 2017


Never feel alone, because you aren't.  
Even though you may feel like the only person in the world going through it, you aren't. 

It's so easy to make mistake that you're struggling alone, but you have to remember that there are people out there going through the same thing as you, and some of them also want to help you. I know it feels dark now but know that the lil light that is bursting shine is waiting for you. It will always waiting for you.

Let yourself be free and let yourself heal.



Yours truly,
Nyen Yie. 

Life

A Letter To Anonymous

Monday, July 31, 2017

To Mr. Anonymous,

Few months ago, I met this guy. I knew him since last year but we don't talk much that time. Things were great. After awhile, we fell for each other and we both knew it, we were just kind of like more than friends. He's cute, funny, silly, have his own mind and sweeeet. We can talk for hours non stop with endless topics yet won't get bored. Kinda miss those night when I was about to sleep but he spend his time to chat with me and it makes me stay awake even when I'm tired af, sometimes he makes me feel hyper of chatting with him and we can chat till 2am yet I have to wake up at 5am the next morning. I remember I used to reply him IDK instead of telling him the truth sometimes (but sometimes I really dk tho) All these lil things made me so happy he had no idea. We got into a relationship really soon but it was a fairy tale love with a bad ending hmmm. We started to have conflict and argument on small things. I used to cry everytime when we end our call that time. I've tried so hard to fix the problem but it didn't seem to get any better. At last, we decided to stay just friend. Sometimes, fixing a problem requires effort from both sides. Seeing our relationship ended just like this really broke me.

Relationship are normally perfect and beautiful in the beginning but it's not always going to be the same. The honeymoon phase will end later but if both side are willing to make effort to sustain it, no one can break the relationship :)) All I can say is the timing between us ain't right. It's not his fault neither mine. I just wanna thank him for everything. I dont't regret knowing him at all and I'm glad that he was a part if my life.

I guess he'll always have a special spot in my heart.

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The truth is, I will never regret meeting you. I don't think I would be the same person i am if I had not meet you. I obviously would not have experienced a deep liking for someone if I had not met you. Please remember that you're an amazing person! The times you make me happy, make me feel things I've never felt before, make me feel special, respect all my "weird" decision, and cared about, and that's what I like about you. You're just yourself, and that's my favourite part. You make me feel alright with myself. Never could I thank you enough for making me look at life a lot differently, a lot happily.

Thank you for suckering me into having a deep crush on you.

Thank you. 😊




Yours truly,
Nyen Yie.